What Kind Of Person Marzuka Martillo Is?

When someone ask about myself, these are the cores of my being self :

a) I’m enjoying the silent moment and feel comfortable of my own company. Not that i hate someone to sit next to me and i keep myself with solitude. We sit together, but we don’t make an audacious noise without any reason. We just communicate when i want to and i can’t hold on for more than five conversation. After that, silent become dominant, later we continue the little talk, then dominant silent afterwards, then repeat those of all days long. Enjoying my own is not mentioning of looking through the screen, sometimes i want to stare the sky and surrounding without needing a great deal of conversation. Just sit with me and enjoy the water rippling with silent moment. Sometimes i do love to hear a long conversation, but it will be ok if i’m sitting right next to you and not keep passing me the converse so much.

b) Yeah. Literally. I have my own dark side. People shall hate me once it’s show on them. I’m ready for it and i don’t really care how much people will i losing it. Because i choose that path and i already step inside more profound beyond. If we can’t get tolerant and acknowledge on this matter, we are on separate way. I know it’s kinda like a warning, but the real dark side of mine is a real dismay for you. I’m not asking you to be in one understanding on this concern, but recognize and accept for the being me and being you. Reality is a damned suck. This messed up world is keep pushing forward to to its evil and cruel nature regardless what we feel. Accept the existence or upset in sadness. When i perceive my own darkness, i wish it gathering me around to understand the darkness of my external self.

c) I’m inclined to INTP’s personality type. I’m tend to move whenever a heavy conversation and non-entertainment drop by and come up. I do love the entertainment too, like the anime that i addicted to just as you know me all along. But i can’t help myself to look some sort of nerd’s favorite habits like philosophical question within or the vocabularies for the smallest thing i have to do. Not that i regard myself as a knowledgeable person, but i can’t pretend to be a social guy who love sports, bowling and enjoy the picnic time. That’s why i can’t spend myself to go on trip just for collecting bunch of pictures. I’m such a Poindexter’s heart with an otaku mind. That’s what i perceive myself.

d) I’m emotionally unstable and fragile. Sorry, there are no more words for this.

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