Puisi - 145

I wrote a poem,
poem of solitude
in the midnight
tranquility fondling
serenity
my drawing breath
savoring the touch
of love you adorned
in my worn-out heart
died for a long time
now, it's reviving
it's springing up with hope
one day.... one day..
i will requite your love
i shall cherish myself in
eternal affection..!!

-12 Mac 2020-

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Puisi - 144

Depression is when
you’re in the bright day
but you still can’t feel
the glow ripple of sunlight
you smile, you giggle,
you laugh cheerfully but
there’s still tremendous void
gloomy cloud deep inside
your fractured fragile heart
you still can’t enjoy your day
you still can’t feel the happiness
you’re devastated hopeless
to clasp the yearned contentment

whenever you stretch out
your hand to catch the light
you hauled gradually far away
far far more unreachable
everytime you loudly laugh
everytime you sedulously seek
for more delightful joy
your soul gone more severe
your bleed dreadfully gushed out
your storm violently berserk
slowly… slowly….
your struggling soundless scream fades
your eyesight consumed by wretched shade
you burst in blood tears, crying,
fall quietly, suffocated in the darkness
of bottomless abyss anguish despair

o my precious friend of mine
who’ve been through this tribulation
regardless how murky the world
you live in, and despite of how bad
you’ve poundly beaten in this agony
i’ll find you even in the boundless
realm of incomprehensible entanglement
i’ll save you no matter what
even so you feel you’re giving up
on battle you fought for so long
stick your hand out as you drowned
i’ll reach you with this sincereful heart
then, i hope i’ll be your salvation
so you open your eyes again
and see the light you truly longing for….!!

-9 September 2019-

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Puisi - 143

he's... there,
he's right there,
overseeing,
monitoring,
scheming,
establishing
his dominion,
concretize
his crafty ambition,
sneaking through
behind the curtain
of the eye's sight,
people
unknowing
his strategem,
his game,
his movement,
his depravity,
his competency,
his subtlety..

-5 Januari 2020-

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Puisi - 100

Ending her pain by ending her life.
no word of comfort for her,
thus she keep swigging the suffer,
there’s nothing i could do
so she will contently breathe
or smile at me for the least
slowly, she’s being close to edge
where the crunch is gonna burst,
dragged without her consent,
but she couldn’t do something
to feel how beautiful this world is,
to see how meaningful her life that
she have been through all this time
nor to to comprehend that this
embrace of dignified melancholy
soon she will jump off from the cliff,
but my hand still can’t reach for her
nor my words is gonna makes her feel ok,
nor my hug gonna makes her better
nor my supplication will grant her convinced
nor my existence will be her notice
i’m just could blame myself on
being how useless i am
to be something the she could
cling to hope for salvation…

-21 Jun 2019-

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Puisi - 27

is it you?
is that you?
the one who appear
before my frail self
becoming salvation for
my long cancerous grieve
staining dreadfully
my own dainty soul
someone who’ll purify
my reeks of stench’s taint
wallowing aimlessly
in my dark red blood
the person who’s gonna
restore my face’s scar
with the delightful colour
by gentle caress of yours
at my sheded tears of
delicate cheeks that warm
along with your charming
gaze you gave to me
expressed with all of the pure sincere
incarnate as my yearned hope
that i’ve been waiting for so long..

-18 November 2019-

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